Ranting and Rantings

just had some squabbles over no big issue with him... as usual.. after the phone call, drop him some sms... and.. he jus apologise "im sorry".

somehow.. i find that things are not solve just by a "im sorry"

especially when i dun demand just a apology but hoping that u understand wad im trying to tell u.
but this type of issue after squabbles, and after his apology, it happened again and again from time to time.

im the person who is hearing the phone. u are the person who speaks. thus, who will be the one who determined have u shouted?
u will just get pissed off when i say u shouted.. den u shout even louder sayin that "i have not shout at all" gosh..

mayb u find u never.. but wad i hear is have ma... den whos correct?

u always insist that when we are talking about all this squabble.. is actually finding a quarrel. but it is? i find that its not true. when talking and we understand each other problems. is to understand each other more and to avoid it from happening in future...

3 years ago.. i've been saying the same thing.. and now.. im still repeating it..

i know u have change somehow.. that u are not as hot tempered as in before. but recently, i find that its getting wierd.. on top of this small squabble. u treat me nice..

i understand that people got his own good point and bad point..
but how much have u think of all this things? its not true if u are correct u can speak louder.

i do have my bad points at time. but i can tolerate ur bad points and why cant u tolerate my bad points and speak to me nicely?

or u dun even know wad u do to cause me angry.. when i know wad i do can cause u to be angry.

in a relationship.. it needs trust, love, giving and taking...

somehow.. i dun need a ambitous bf.. i just hope that u know wad u wan in ur future.. wad u want to be.. and go for it..

actions speaks louder den words.. no point saying and not showing any actions taken.